NOW is Ecstasy. NOW is Grace.

NOW 

and PLAY 

are the PORTAL 

re: the PUSSY 

in this great game 

of manifestation.

 

everything that comes into this planet gets BORN.

 

meaning 

everything that comes to the planet 

comes in through ME, SHE.

 

 SHE births even GOD 

when GOD wants to come to EARTH

GOD must come through HER.

 

if you are a woman 

and still inhabiting a victim consciousness 

asleep to your power 

it is TIME

your Time.

 

 if you’re waiting on the world “out there”

to be better for you 

so you can feel “safe” 

you are missing the fucking point.

 

you are immortal 

and consciousness comes to being 

through your divine 

pleasure 

and body.

 

YOU are the leader. 

YOU become the vacuum 

the void 

the swirl 

the spiral 

the funnel 

the organizing PRINCIPLE 

that is severe, orgasmic 

and compassionate 

and brings the world in to being.

 

stop waiting on the world to be better

for you.

stop putting more conditions on the world

— all the rules it must fulfill in order to be acceptable to you.

 

don’t you hate it when 

your parents did/do that to you? 

put conditions on your innocence 

put conditions on whether or not you were acceptable?

 

doesn’t your innocent inner child 

only crave unconditional love?

 

well the world is your child.

LOVE IT.

 

see a bunch of things that hurt? 

stop judging it 

and cover it in grace 

just as you would want to be smothered 

if you fucked up.

 

yes, people are fucking up 

the world is fucking up 

the world is full of SUFFERING 

and it is also all GOD.

 

so LOVE IT. 

stop it with all the conditions 

“well when it’s this 

or that 

or makes me feel better 

or i feel safe again.”

 

it is not the world’s job to make you feel safe. 

the world is not “safe” 

yet you are immortal 

and it is your remembrance,

not safety, 

that you are, in fact, 

craving.

 

maybe you are a great goddess 

maybe you hid the narrative 

maybe you hid the keys 

because you knew 

you Know 

that birth is all about timing. 

 

and you knew 

you Know 

that Now is the time — 

not to be a judgmental bitch 

but to REMEMBER 

the keys that you HID 

for the time of birth 

which is Now.

 

THIS IS HER NOW.

 

like a tertön 

you hid them through time 

so you could find them again 

weave them again.

 

you fear these pawns — the big bad orange man and that silly woman —

 and what will happen if one or the other “wins” at this silly little game?

 

you think your fate rests on them 

that i would leave the fate of all humanity 

and the WORLD, my CHILD, to them?!

 

I allow these little babies play their little game. 

we all know whose world it really is. 

do you really think your fate is resting on THEIR shoulders?? 

bwahahahahahahaha

 

WHEN THEY DIE THEY COME BACK TO ME 

BECAUSE I AM THEIR FUCKING MOTHER.

 

i could destroy it ALL

right now

with a WORD

and yet I do not.

 

they’ve called you a Whore from the beginning 

and it’s because you fucking LOVE 

EVERYTHING.

the world is a DISASTER 

and it is BEAUTIFUL 

it is your Child. 

LOVE IT.

 

even Jesus was so great because He embodied ME — 

bleeding forgiving those who reviled him 

with grace 

forgiving those who do not yet Know 

those who have forgotten

those who have chosen to forget 

so that we may forgive 

so we can carry on Knowing this Unconditional Love.

 

REMEMBER ME.

 

it is the ecstasy that you will need 

to find the orgasm of NOW 

to get pregnant with the world to come,

the new earth, the divine humanity, that will also be your Child 

for you to LOVE.

 

you see, how it is a cycle 

but it is a cycle of LOVE 

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE 

and YOU are the only one in the way 

and you are only in the way when you withhold 

your great and terrible beautiful love from the world.

 

ALL THINGS COME BACK TO YOU

COME BACK TO ME

FOR I LIVE IN YOU

YOUR PUSSY IS MY PUSSY AND DON’T YOU FORGET IT.

 

WHEN SHE COMES IT IS THROUGH A WHIMPER

A CRY

THAT EXITS THROUGH THE HEART

THE PUSSY IS A PORTAL TO THE HEART

THE HEART IS WHERE THE ORGASM IS.

 

OPEN. YOUR. HEART.

 

you can CHOOSE 

embodied ecstatic experience 

which is devotion to ME 

or you can opt out 

and become a drone.

 

one will absolutely pierce your heart 

but you will LOVE IT.

 

REMEMBER ME. 

the Time is Now. 

Now… NOW.

 

Jai Ma! 

IAO.

 

P.S.

 

stop waiting on “the men” to get it. 

women birth men 

not the other way around. 

 

stop waiting on daddy to approve of you

and see it your way.

it isn’t coming.

you are the MOTHER of your Father.

 

MEN will GET IT 

when WOMEN GET IT.

 

you ridicule them in their turn on 

their sweet simplicity 

like puppies 

they are just waiting for you to become

a fucking GODDESS they can worship.

 

how’s that for feminism? 

who needs feminism when you’re a fucking GODDESS.

 

{SHE laughs again}